Friday, May 29, 2020

FINAL REFLECTION FOR AMERICAN LITERATURE 2019-2020!

Time flew by...

1. I still remember this like it was just yesterday. I remember waking into the classroom and I already I knew it was going to be different. The desks we arranged in a sort of Socratic manner it was quite interesting. The next thing that really took me by surprise was when I students were given the couch use to decide how we wanted the course to be taught but was great to finally have a voice in what happens in my education. In other classes, I don’t. 
 2. Looking back, I feel that the most meaningful things was the pieces of literature we’ve read together. Every poem, essay, book, and short story. All of them carried a deeper message. This works gave me meaningful lessons that changed my life. Especially, the Emerson essay. In other words, you shared this amazing lives of text with us to give us these new insights that quite frankly changed ost our views and lives even. 
 3. I am most proud of my big question, I feel that in my preparation and research I had learned many things. Although, I did not get to finish it I still  proud of the amount of work and time I put into to it. It was a tough subject to attack but, I tackled it head on. And I have no regrets. 
 4. I wish I could’ve realized how much easier it is to write an essay when you simply let your mind instead of worrying about the structure. I can visibly see now the difference in the way I write when I simply let my mind run free. It’s quite amazing to see actually. 
5. This course has taught me many things. But, I think the most significant thing  it taught me was to simply try and be your own person. Nowadays, those simple taps seem nothing near easy. So, knowing this in the further I feel my work in literature will be much more emotional and less forced. 
 6. I chose to have a letter grade. And I feel I deserve an “A”. For the reason, that I continued working on posts and reading books during this crazy pandemic. I followed the requirement givens to  get the free easy “A”. And lastly, I participated in providing my writing to our book in the works, “Surviving with Class”. 

Saturday, May 23, 2020

J.E: 5/18-5/22

May 18-21, 2020

If school opened up tomorrow. I feel that I would want to go. My heart is saying yes but my head is saying no. We cannot know for sure that all Santa Maria High School staff and thousands of students are safe to be around other people. You never know. So, no I would not go back school. Trust me I really do want to trust that my fellow classmates and I will be safe but there’s no guarantee. No reassurance of our safety. 

May 22, 2020

If I am being quite honest I am not a sandwich person. I am a picky eater after all. I know, tragic. There is really only one sand which I eat. And to me it’s the best thing in the world. Especially, after weigh ins at tournament. A simple peanut butter sandwich. Yes, no jelly just peanut butter. I’m weird but, I’m pretty sure this has been established beforehand. I mean there is not much to go in detail in about this sand which so let’s talk about it’s memory to me. The sand which was my favorite to eat for lunch or at anytime really. It holds a special place in my childhood. 

Monday, May 18, 2020

Online Meeting #40 -5/18

Moving. 

  • Hungry Joe: the price for being honorable is going crazy
  • The author writes quite uniquely 
  • Punctuation is significant 

Friday, May 15, 2020

J.E: 5/11-15

May 11, 2020

Something good about this pandemic. For one the planet in terms of nature and environmental factors seem to be thriving during this pandemic. As the lack of humans destroying its atmosphere with trash is helping significantly. And plus, in quarantine people are able to spend a lot more time with family and some greatly appreciate this. It’s hard to find the positive things during this pandemic as the whole pandemic has brought upon many negative factors. However, it is significant for us to stay positive and to keep a good mindset as that is all we need to make it through these hard times. 

May 12, 2020

Stress. Stuck in waiting has taken a toll on my education greatly. I am expected to learn calculus and physics through a screen as if it the subjects aren’t already hard enough. Of course, we have our teachers present through a screen but it just isn’t the same. I feel lost in this pandemic. As many do feel. But, I will continue moving forward it’s not like I can rewind. AP exams are coming which means time to study. Another load to put in myself. Hopefully, next week will be easier. 

May 13, 2020

Time taking its time is the absolute worse. As is it the day will never end. I tend to feel this a lot in my physics class it completely bores me despite its difficulty I find the topic boring.  Each time we are taking notes in class or watching a video I swear the clock hands start to move in slow motion instead ticking off at each second it ticking for each millisecond. Don’t get me wrong the teacher is nice and all but science and math are just not my thing and physics seems to be both mixed in one. Tragic. 

May 14, 2020

Who do I trust? I trust everyone until proven otherwise. It is simply unwise to say we do not trust people we do not know.  It’s true you do not know so how could you possibly know whether or not they are trustworthy. I trust my family and friends as do all. I trust my classmates. My colleagues. My teachers. As I said before I trust everyone. Maybe that’s a bad thing but it’s the way I live my life. As the saying goes innocent until proven guilty right? 


Online Meeting #39-5/15

Forward. 

  • “Catch-22”- If you’re crazy of you want to fly missions if you’re not crazy then you still have to fly missions.  Either way you have to fly missions. You’re stuck. 
  • Huple= 15 yr old soldier who lied about his age to join the war 
  • Emaciated= Extremely thin
  • Clap= reference to an STD 
  • Author likes to have fun w/ names 

Thursday, May 14, 2020

Catch-22!

Mind Games...

Today my colleagues and I have learned what the Catch-22 is in the novel, Catch-22. In my perspective, it was you’re crazy if you want to fly missions and you don’t want to fly missions than you’re not crazy which means you have to fly missions. Therefore, deposits whether you’re crazy or not you will be stuck flying missions. That’s the catch. It’s a trap really. 

Friday, May 8, 2020

J.E: 5/4-5/8

May 4, 2020

Everyone at this point knows about the corona virus from children to adults. You’d have to be living under a literal rock to not know anything about. But, what about if someone was in a coma and had no awareness of this virus. I feel this pandemic is quite hard to explain. For it is very complex. But, I’m gonna try. In China there was a outbreak of an illness that was killing numbers of children, adults around 45-up, small children, and the people with a weak immune system. Due, to several tourists and other people continuing to travel the world this virus began to spread heavily and quickly. As the virus is air-borne. To take action, we are in a quarantine where we must stay inside most of the day and only if leave for necessities or work. We must also stay six feet apart from another if we are outside with people. Masks are a must now. There’s no toilet paper. No hand sanitizer. All this type of products. Now, we are watching the number of cases rise and fall waiting to see what happens next. 

May 5, 2020

Cinco de Mayo is the day where Mexico defeated France at the battle of Puebla during the Franco-Mexican war. Many people think that this day signifies Mexican Independence Day but it’s not. It really just celebrates a turning point battle. That would eventually lead to their independence.  Latinos celebrate this day with pride in their country. They show this with cookouts and parties and most importantly gifts. This day is pretty simple to explains it really isn’t anything bigger than a battle won. 

May 6, 2020

Biggest opportunity. Right now? First thing that comes to mind is wrestling in college.  I am currently. Getting offers from collegiate wrestling programs. I will take advantage of these offers. For now, I am emailing coaches back and forth deeply looking into their academics and scholarship benefits.  I even had a couple zoom meetings with some coaches. It’s an exciting thing to think about really. I love wrestling and to continue it beyond high school sounds like a dream come true. Anyways, I will chase down this opportunity until I reach the finish line. Whatever, the finish line will be.  This is great opportunity and I won’t let it slip away.   

Online Meeting #34- 5/8

Continuing on...

  • Soldier stereotype: Noble, Courageous 
  • Satire: use of anger in a humorous way for a purpose 
  •  Irony is major in here 
  • Money Dick reference=Golden

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Online Meeting #33 -5/7

Start. 

  • Catch 22= to be in a situation where any decision will be a difficult outcome 
  • “Damned if you do damned if you don’t”
  • Military uniform= Honor 
  • A man in love w/ another man in the 50’s+during war =formula for conflict 
  • Faking illness to a sound going back to war
  • Monotonous= boring 
  • “If you make yourself bored you can live forever”

Friday, May 1, 2020

J.E: 4/27-5/1

April 27, 2020

Cracking my knuckles. It’s a hardcore of habit of mine. I’m not really sure what age I was when I started it. But, I can’t think of a day when I didn’t. Everyday when I wake I crack my neck, knuckles, basically everything. Then, in class I crack my knuckles. And during practice. At least for, when I crack my knuckles it’s out of pure habit. There’s no particular reason for it. I just do it. It’s part of my routine at this point. However, not everyone is the same way. I know some people crack their knuckles out of nerves or anxiety. It gives them a calming relief.  And I know some people crack their knuckles just to hear the sound. Or perhaps someone will crack their knuckles just to freak some people out. There is always one person who is simply appalled by the act. Cracking knuckles is a normality at this point. Well, for me at least.  

April 28, 2020

A book. About life in quarantine. Sounds interesting enough. If it were to be about my life it would entitle it, “No Distractions”. For the reason, that we our literally quarantined with our thoughts. With our demons we try so hard to distract ourselves. But, we can leave the seclusion we find ourselves. Therefore, no distractions. For me at least. I need distractions. I am an overt thinker. I like to create imaginary scenarios where my life crumbles apart due to small mistakes. Maybe I’m a perfectionist. It’s kind of in my nature. I’m stuck in a room with my demons. People say face them but, I’d rather not. I want distractions. 

April 29, 2020

Choices. We make them everyday. Sometimes without realizing so. Today I made choices. I am going to workout two times. One for the morning. Second in the night. Best way to start and end the day. For me. I am gonna go to all my online classes or try to at least. I am gonna work on my assignment for my history class. I will reread one of my favorite books. I make these choices to help me. When I workout I ensure that the body I worked three years to get won’t go away in weeks. Also, I need to be in shape for my sport there’s no time to start from scratch. As for all the class stuff. I do that just to become successful in this world you need high letter grades to show your success and capability. No need to go on there right. As for reading, I want to read for fun. I feel with school I’m losing my love for reading just because I am lately being forced to read for knowledge gain rather than the purity of learning themes and other key lessons to be learned from books. 

April 30, 2020

Exact moment.  Right now. I am ecstatic. I was on my NCSA profile which is a program that helps student athletes get in touch with Universities offering spots on their roster for a particular sport. I am overjoyed to learn I got a third offer of a full ride scholarship for wrestling. It feels like a dream. I love the idea of having options to get to choose where I want to wrestle. All my hard work and dedication I put into my sport has got me to this very moment. And I couldn’t be any happier. 

May 1, 2020

Donald Trump. Not the most favorable person. Obviously. I do not think I would be able to in the same room as that man. It wouldn’t particularly be a a pretty scene. Anyways, let’s say I can keep my cool. What would I say to this man. For one, I would ask him if he is thinking of taking a different approach for the whole pandemic.  As the numbers of cases is the U.S. are reaching new points everyday. In addition, I would ask why he is keeping people cramped together in literal cages during this pandemic. I mean it’s saddening to know about these immigration camps. But, imagine how they’re feeling while being in a pandemic. Their fear. I don’t even want to think about it more. Moving on, I would also like to know how is our country doing economically  after all these relief  checks and unemployment checks. Our country is well-known for our reoccurring economic downfall. Will it happen again? Who knows user this president anything can happen for the most part. The dude has no limits. 

Fahrenheit 451 Essay!

Burning through the Layers

       High School. You either love it or hate it. Or perhaps you have the good o'l love hate relationship. Typically, students source the reason for their dread of high school to be the daunting number of assignments. In most cases, this is all too true. Although, the profound stereotypical assignment always portrayed to be the worse are and always will be an essay. So, here I am tackling the "impossible" assignment:
       Have you ever looked at your reflection? I assume the answer is yes. And if it's not then. that is shocking. Everyday we take a look in the mirror whether its when we awake in the morning, get ready for particular event, or simply out of boredom.  But, I am not trying to highlight the part of looking at your features in the mirror. I am more or so asking what do you see in the mirror. What defines you?  Everyday we struggle with finding our identity. Do we genuinely know who we are. Its a difficult question if you ask me. However, addressing this question head on can lead to outcomes you never imagined possible. As seen in a certain novel. Fahrenheit 451, written beautifully by Ray Bradbury. If you have ever read any works by Bradbury that yo  already know whats in store.But, if not do not fear I will guide you through the experience.  In short, the plot revolves around a man named,Guy Montag. Montag resides in a dystopian society where books are outlawed as a result having "firemen" burn any that are found. Montag is one of those "firemen". The most common themes expressed on this novel is censorship or ignorance as a whole. But,I see this novel differently. And it all because of one damn metaphor about a mirror.       
       Bradbury is known for predicting future conflicts we now face in today's society. And believe me he did not fail with this novel. In my perspective, the novel reflects the struggling of finding one's self identity or the difficulty of the topic of self identification alone. The author reveals this by using symbolism, mirrors, and the simply the character's journey as a whole.
       Hands. We never really think twice about them. I mean they're just there. A part of our body. But, not in this book. The hands are so much more. Now, there are many times we are brought back into the topic of hands in this book. And each time we learn something meaningful. For once, we are given a situation where the protagonists a character his boss to be more specific. This event was illustrated as, "He twitched the safety catch on the flame thrower. Beatty glanced instantly at Montag’s fingers and his eyes widened the faintest bit. Montag saw the surprise there and himself glanced to his hands to see what new thing they had done. Thinking back later he could never decide whether the hands or Beatty’s reaction to the hands gave him the final push toward murder,”. I know what you're thinking. Despite the actual murder present there is a hidden message. As Beatty the person who is murdered by Montag is portrayed to be fork in the road preventing Montag from truly finding his true self. This event represents the frustration one feels to find our true selves. We crave it. We want it. Therefore, after time of struggling sometimes we act out letting our hands takeover. And that is what happened here for Montag his hands took over. In addition, during a conversation, a character named, Granger, begins to talk about his grandfather who has passed. He describes him as sculptor who carved wood, he helped clean up the slums, he raised doves and pigeons, he told jokes, and he played the violin. His actions in  life made such an impact on the world and on Granger. Therefore, this is connecting to our hands by representing our actions. It is being implied that our actions are what is remembered when we our gone And it's quite beautiful actually. But, so terrifying at the same time. This brings up the question: who are we to the world? Who are we really? It really gets us thinking about what legacy will we leave behind will it be genuine or will it just be a hoax of a personality we painted to please others. And that's the scary part. In the end, the use of hands in this novel implicitly illustrates the significance of finding self identity despite the hardships that will come along doing so. 
      At last the mirror. Now, the metaphor I mentioned. Close the end of the novel, Fahrenheit 451, a character named Granger speaks of finally burying the war and putting it in the past.  Firstly, he says they would begin with a mirror company. The purpose of this is for the people of the society to truly look at themselves. This helps people realize their flaws and or mistakes. This is metaphor referring for people to reflect on themselves to genuinely analyze their life and even purpose in general.This is always the first step or major step in the process of fixing an issue. Therefore, that's where the significance of this representation of a mirror brings.  Take a good look in the mirror. They always say. Do you see-your true self? What is our true selves? But, it is a first step. To a long journey. Furthermore, this ideology is presented when the city is being bombed and Montag's thoughts go to picturing his wife, Mildred, dying in a hotel room, "Montag, falling flat, going down, saw or felt, or imagined he saw or felt the walls go dark in Millie’s face, heard her screaming, because in the millionth part of time left, she saw her own face reflected there, in a mirror instead of a crystal ball, and it was such a wildly empty face, all by itself in the room, touching nothing, starved and eating of itself, that at last she recognized it as her own". This quote reveals how Mildred's  death will function like a mirror that will allow her see her true self for the first time in her life. It will revealed how empty and or vain her life has been with no time to change it. Fortunately, has learned the importance of self-reflection and self-understanding before it was too late. 
       Now, for the journey. It is no secret that Guy Montag is a dynamic character.  The character goes from a good citizen in society to a rebel, from numb to actually feeling emotions, and finally from conversing bluntly to actually have thoughts and mindfulness in the conversation. At first, Montag is a great fireman in his dark society, he burns the books as he is supposed to and he enjoys this is seen right of the bat in the novel, “ It was a pleasure to burn. It was a special pleasure to see things eaten, to see things blackened and changed”. We can explicitly see how Montag find satisfaction in burning the books as it is his job.  However, this changes. We can see the change when his rebellious side comes forth. Guy begins to hide books, he starts a stash at his house. Not only that but he seeks help from another character to help him read a book so, he ends up getting an earpiece where a character named, Faber, reads to him. . Therefore, it is clear that a change occurred Montag went from the rule enforcer to the rule breaker. . Secondly, in their first interaction Clarisse asks Montag if he is happy without thought he assumes his answer is yes however, once he actually processes the question he begins to see he is not as his life had been always numb and gray. Then, we can see this drastic emotion change when Montag explains to Faber what he is seeking from reading books and discussing them with others. He expresses his frustration with the way technology has taken over their lives: The televisions in the walls do all the talking while the people don’t talk to each other. This lack of human connection contributes to the unhappiness he realizes he’s been feeling, which is why he begins looking for something with greater meaning.We can see that Montag is yearning for new emotion he wants he feels the first ration for once his emotion is strongly represented and it was not before. Thirdly, Montag at first was a terrible person to have a conversation with his answers were always quick and short as seen in his first interaction with Clarisse. In other words, he answered without thought: quick and efficient like, a robot almost. However, as Montag encounters the wanderers sitting by the fire they hold a deep meaningful conversation you can see how Montag actually took his time to find the right reply and words to these people which I think is the best change of all. In conclusion, Montag goes through an evolution  as many protagonists but, unlike the others he finds humanity in this robotic society he lives in which I think is simply beautiful. Guy Montag achieved the impossible he found his true identity.
       Nowadays, difficulty is promoted greatly. But, does it actually occur? With so many new technological innovations like social media and more we can't help but copy. We follow the trend its just in our nature to do so. We want to fit in. No one really wants to stand out So, do we truly break out of  given stereotypes? I know in the constitution it states,"We are all equal...", but that does not mean we have all equal the same personality. I hope we all can go through finding our identity just like Montag. It will be hard. But, hey let's take the first step. Take a look the mirror and break through the layer of facades you put over yourself.