April 27, 2020
Cracking my knuckles. It’s a hardcore of habit of mine. I’m not really sure what age I was when I started it. But, I can’t think of a day when I didn’t. Everyday when I wake I crack my neck, knuckles, basically everything. Then, in class I crack my knuckles. And during practice. At least for, when I crack my knuckles it’s out of pure habit. There’s no particular reason for it. I just do it. It’s part of my routine at this point. However, not everyone is the same way. I know some people crack their knuckles out of nerves or anxiety. It gives them a calming relief. And I know some people crack their knuckles just to hear the sound. Or perhaps someone will crack their knuckles just to freak some people out. There is always one person who is simply appalled by the act. Cracking knuckles is a normality at this point. Well, for me at least.
April 28, 2020
A book. About life in quarantine. Sounds interesting enough. If it were to be about my life it would entitle it, “No Distractions”. For the reason, that we our literally quarantined with our thoughts. With our demons we try so hard to distract ourselves. But, we can leave the seclusion we find ourselves. Therefore, no distractions. For me at least. I need distractions. I am an overt thinker. I like to create imaginary scenarios where my life crumbles apart due to small mistakes. Maybe I’m a perfectionist. It’s kind of in my nature. I’m stuck in a room with my demons. People say face them but, I’d rather not. I want distractions.
April 29, 2020
Choices. We make them everyday. Sometimes without realizing so. Today I made choices. I am going to workout two times. One for the morning. Second in the night. Best way to start and end the day. For me. I am gonna go to all my online classes or try to at least. I am gonna work on my assignment for my history class. I will reread one of my favorite books. I make these choices to help me. When I workout I ensure that the body I worked three years to get won’t go away in weeks. Also, I need to be in shape for my sport there’s no time to start from scratch. As for all the class stuff. I do that just to become successful in this world you need high letter grades to show your success and capability. No need to go on there right. As for reading, I want to read for fun. I feel with school I’m losing my love for reading just because I am lately being forced to read for knowledge gain rather than the purity of learning themes and other key lessons to be learned from books.
April 30, 2020
Exact moment. Right now. I am ecstatic. I was on my NCSA profile which is a program that helps student athletes get in touch with Universities offering spots on their roster for a particular sport. I am overjoyed to learn I got a third offer of a full ride scholarship for wrestling. It feels like a dream. I love the idea of having options to get to choose where I want to wrestle. All my hard work and dedication I put into my sport has got me to this very moment. And I couldn’t be any happier.
May 1, 2020
Donald Trump. Not the most favorable person. Obviously. I do not think I would be able to in the same room as that man. It wouldn’t particularly be a a pretty scene. Anyways, let’s say I can keep my cool. What would I say to this man. For one, I would ask him if he is thinking of taking a different approach for the whole pandemic. As the numbers of cases is the U.S. are reaching new points everyday. In addition, I would ask why he is keeping people cramped together in literal cages during this pandemic. I mean it’s saddening to know about these immigration camps. But, imagine how they’re feeling while being in a pandemic. Their fear. I don’t even want to think about it more. Moving on, I would also like to know how is our country doing economically after all these relief checks and unemployment checks. Our country is well-known for our reoccurring economic downfall. Will it happen again? Who knows user this president anything can happen for the most part. The dude has no limits.
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